I hate seeing people go thru so much pain

It bites when someone dies......

to all of you that contributed to making my life a living hell today I just would like to say THANKS!

IS ANYONE sick of reality shows? I mean arent they going a little overboard don't cha think?

well what do ya know.....fitting don't ya know What is your Alter-Ego
Personality?

ok Im semi rested....I have decided that food is my enemy ok? okay.

well if my ADD didn't show up in my last post one of my personality disorders did huh? Im just not sure which one. Im working on little sleep today . I won't bore you with how or why..I will just let you know I do not work well on little sleep. Now that we have that out of the way. I really do not have anything to say...zzzzzzzzzzz

Ive totally lost it..will I ever have the freedom to say exactly what Im thinking when Im thinking it? Does anyone ever get to that point? You know you think some pretty crazy things sometimes and dismiss them quickly. Sometimes you daydream, sometimes the wires cross...zip,zip like a movie in fast motion and then poof its gone. The mind inside a person of ADD a look in depth of short circuited craziness...can anyone identify with this. Am I crazy? Don't answer that. Like I give a.....Hey at least some of us know whats wrong...Ask yourself this question...Whats wrong with me? Do you know?Can you answer that? This is not directly related but....well yes it is because these kinds of people do not know who they are..they say Im not like that!
FOr example this person my friend knows. She is one of those "Not my KIDS! they WOULD NEVER DO THAT!" Oh yes they would honey weve seen em!* ha ha ha* and get this the whole time she is busy pointing a finger at your kid,teen..etc. Her friend told her your kid was a DRUG LORD....so that is the truth. Im not being judgemental its just the way it is. Can you imagine being like that? Basing your whole life on what someone told you ....appearances...what everyone percieves you or anyone. Not on what really is? How sad. Am I making sense? People that sit around gossiping starting rumors making up whatever or not, not keeping a secret or just repeating something they heard and badly butchering it. Im guessing they are really insecure or very unhappy in thier own life. Disappointment is thier middle name. Jealous of someone elses happiness. So therefore on goes the spewing of negativity and hurtful gossip. What a waste.